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I have come to the realization that there really is no other like you for me, I am writing this just to get my feelings out because unfortunately I cannot talk to others about this I would look like a fool. I really have been doing whatever it takes to forget you. It seems like no matter what u end up eventually popping in my head and my heart starts to hurt . I was told the other day out of random conversation to not ever regret. Well, I have two regrets in my life that I believe will always find a way to haunt me, and one of them is not persuing you a long time ago, or at least trying. I know u were the one who eventually made the move, but in reality it was completely the wrong time. I wish we wouldve seen what it wouldve been like in a somewhat normal setting. You were the one person in my life I could say that was my angel as a friend. The one person for whatever reason I really was able to open up to . And when I had you in the romantic way like i said there was no other thats like you for me at least soo far, You really had my heart , and wish there wasnt times that we fought but that was inevitable at the time. I again do not want to write this for a response , but just to let my feelings out because these past few months have been tough at times, because all i want to do is let u go . Its not hard for me to find someone to date, but when I sit there and remember the way you looked at me , appreciated some of the simple things, the way you kissed me, how you let the better me out , All I can think if i could go back in time what wouldve been ?? Would we be as miserable as we both are now where we are at, or extremely happy and lucky ...... And for whatever reason , even though you walked away as if I wasnt someone special in you heart , I still miss you and think of all the little moments we had........... and I guess goodbye .........
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